it's late.. 12:33am. why am i still up?? well there are some random reasons.. maybe coz im urged to write my first blog entry.. or maybe coz im bothered with thoughts..
hey, im almost done with this asian drama series im streaming since yesterday.. 1st.shop.of.coffee.prince. im addicted to streaming these past months.. haha, guess it's caused by lack of work. yep, isa akong dakilang tambai. wahehe.. how can i still laugh abt it?? that's the least thing i could do. while watching the series, i get to learn that someone should work hard to achieve whatever she wants to. no superwoman with super powers.. just a superwoman with super effort, doing the best she could..giving her all. another realization that hit me, you dont give reasons why you love the person you love..you just do. you might have your ideals..but when you love someone, the heck with the ideals..!! these dramas bring forth lessons.. some obvious things in life that others might have not noticed or just chose to ignore. did i fall inlove before? no.. because if i already did, then i wont be single now..ayt? before, i used to ask.. why there's noone i could seriously love? someone i could drag into a relationship with..? i asked that, days in highschool..when everyone's experimenting with feelings.. days in college too, when everyone's planning their future already.. days when i come across friends showing off their babies and their husbands. why am i alone? until i prayed that one night.. sabi ko, God.. i have again completed the 9morning masses (simbang.gabi). before i would ask for my grades to be ok, my family's safety, last nlang yung lovelife. pero evry december, i would ask for that someone.. bakit hanggang ngayon wala pa?-- then suddenly i realized, like God answered or something.. a memory when i was still a child. i asked God if He could make my first love the one for me.. i would meet him maybe when im 22.. and marry after 3 years (by then im 25).. have kids after 2years (age 27).. see i had it all planned before, so why am i complaining now?? im just 20years old. haha... see, i told you.. it's like God talked. ^___^ sana lang talaga, that someone truly exist and come one day (maybe when i turned 22^_^) to live out my prayers.