spEcial nOnetheless..

even though it ended quite sadly.. i would still remember this day as one of the special events in my life.. it was an off night. no doubt. for the whole team. but most especially for him. i am frustrated, and sad.. but what i heard on my way home made me feel, if still possible, sadder.. i disagree with what i heard, but hey.. i was there and not there, at the same time.. i really cant testify with every little thing that happened. but if i would trust my own judgement,, i would have to disagree. wala na. confused na ang nagbabasa nito.. wahehe.. brush it off. yaan nlang. haii..

..but cant help it.

smiles still slip through me whenever i looked back on what happened that day. i can remember more of that, than the game itself.. haha..

nOt mUch rEactiOns..

nOt thAt i dOnt wAnt tO rEact.. i jUst didNt givE mYsElf a chAncE to. i wAnt tO act cAlm abt it.. bUt the hEck with it, i rEally wAnt t0 shOut aNd jUmp bEcause of it.. tOinkz. haha.. whAtevEr. tOo lAte fOr thAt nOw.. hahahaha.. ^__^

nOte: tAlkiN abt thE evEnt lAst 052708

after today..

i have always regarded my life as a gift given by God. if he wants to take it back, i thought i'd be ready for it. but today, i had an encounter with a hold-upper. and i feared for my life.. a thought passed by my mind.. "if He is really looking over me, why did that happened?".. then without another second, i brush the thought aside.. because i believe that God has a reason for everything. and the event earlier is something that's meant to happen. ^__^ yaan na ang cellphone. cellphone lang yun. ano daw?! harharhar ^_^

)-!&

051308--pacify myself

it was my first time to watch prak @san juan arena.. i have been there couple of times to watch games.. but not practices though. so i literally went looking around the place when i arrived with ate jhackie.. it seems that the place is kinda too spacious for them. but i guess we dont have much choice.. ^__^ the big deal on this specific day..?? i finally got the chance to ride n3y's auto.. and take note.. with PJ behind the wheels!! leaves me freakin' =p wahaha.. im currently at work, di mka move on. hehe.. ^__^

my never ending dream

i dreamt of that one thing.. not so long ago.
it came after sometime..
i thought that would be enough,
i thought i would soon wake up.
but then, i continued dreaming.
even at the lowest times of my slumber,
i chose not to let go.. not to return..
not to face reality..
i wanted to..
..keep my never ending dream.