endOrsEd tO thE sitE

i was endorsed by sir brian to the dept.. to sir rodel in specific.. under the supervision of sir lito. first day went well, sana mg2loi lng. i met the rest of the team.. hope to get along well with all of them. i really thank GOD for all the blessings.

--i had confession together with my family.. i went straight to church after office. (dpA ako sAnay nA sabihing.. galing ako sa "office".. hehe)

dOwn with rEcent stUffs

im still in the process of furnishing the vlsl db.. huhu.. im getting irritated with the side comments from people who doesn't even know a single thing about it. developing a certain prog cannot be done overnight. you need to think and visualize it.. hindi yung tira ka lang ng tira..

wwAaa.. nAgtxt si ate leah.. watch dw prak tom. huhu.. pano yun, magreport ako sa pasig tom eh.. huhuhu.. ka-sad naman.. =( sana pag nagkaron ako ng shift na pwede ako mag watch, sana available pa si ate leah..

tirEd,,bUt thAnkful

thAnk God i wAs ablE tO pUll it thrOugh todAy.^__^ hOpE He will continue to guidE mE all thrOughout mY stAy. (-_-) slEepY modE** (-_-)

prAyiN'

........sAna evErythiNg will bE sEttlEd tOm.. sAna.. sAna.. mAy God hElp mE thrOugh this.. i nEed this jOb.. mAy God hElp mE.. pls.. pls..

irritated ~__~

im not mad or anything.. but im badly affected. im easily irritated with "guilt tactics".. pressing unto someone, just so he would comply. it's like forcing your way into that person. it isnt a good habit. instead of feeling guilty, i am more convinced of not changing my stand. so using "guilt tactics" on me would just backfire.. so better not use it.

im really irritated ~__~

myHAPPY031408

first of all.. i would like to greet coach pat a happy birthday (yesterday..^__^)

it's really funny.. how he gave his trainings to the players(..or played with them?? haha..jkE**) parang pinagt3pan nia kc.. ang kulit nung mga drills nia..^_^ haha.. may tumatalon, tapos in the air ip-pass yung bola.. so kelangan, mag tagal ka ng mga 2 secs sa ere.. haha.. ang cute 2malon ni chico..wahaha..^_^ yung iba panget tumalon, sabi ni kid "gandahan nio!!" wahahahaahahaha... so funny!! laughing throughout talaga.. tapos may mga re-enactment ng "gym" drills.. hehe.. may mga "turn right if i point right, turn left if i point left" with matching whistle pa.. ang cute nila, may nagr-right turn kahit left yung hand signal..!! hahaha... but the best part of it?? the after practice..^_____^ chat with gov, mang tom, pj and coach pat (antagal kasi ni kid & rg sa dugout, naglock pa ng pinto..kea di maka bihis si coach pat, and w8 pa ni pj si kid para sabay uuwi).. andami mga kalokohan ni barrios.. amp! talikuran ba si gov after i-award yung trophy nung finals???!!! sabi nga nila, san ka nakakita ng commish na hindi na nga kinamayan yung losing team, niyakap pa yung winning team???? "biased??" aammm... tinalikuran pa si gov?? naman oh! mission accomplish talaga sila! hehehe.. commish, bulong mo nga saken.. sekreto lang nten..ano ba talaga....... ano ba talaga pinakain sayo sa shang at nagkakaganyan ka?? wahahaha.. love it!^_^ si pj, sabi ni gov totoo pala na gusto ipa-trade si larry 4 pj.. pero di pumayag ang team.. larry for pj?? ayaw daw.***love pj, wag ganun..hehe*** sabi ni kuya tom.. madami daw girls.. sabi naman ni coach pat, kay pj madami nagkakagusto.. pero si pj sa isa lang. naks! loyal?? hehehe..^_^ sabi naman ni gov, oo daw.. mabait daw si pj.^_^ madami pa actually nangyari.. kumain kami ng cake (na dinala namen for gov..hehe).. ang cute kumain ni pj ng cake +_+.... si coach koy nga daw paalis na, bumalik ulit nung nakita yung cake.. hehe.. si omanzie, ambait.. xa nagpakuha ng plate namin. eh ang tagal nung kumuha.. sabi nia "tagal naman, kung nakakakilos lang ako.. ako ang kukuha eh.." (or something in that effect)..injured kasi xa.. may cast yung left leg.. nung pauwi na silang lahat.. si RG uuwi na din.. nagbbye xa.. ang gwapo ni coach rg!!! wwaaaaa!! hehe.. well, agree ako sa sbi ni ate anna.. picture doesn't give RG's look justice. ang gwapo nia, pero di masyado ma emphasize sa pic..wwaaaa talaga!! hehe.. and until.... si coach pat nlng and kuya jun natira.. nagpaalam kami kay coach pat b4 i-lock yung dugout na pasilip kami ni ate anna..^_^ pumayag naman.. bait..^_^ and may nakita kami dun na nagustuhan nmen.. nagulat kme nung inabot ni coach pat and cnabing amin nlng.. wwaaaaa... love coach pat na tlaga.. hehe..^__^ plus! sinabay nia kami hanggang megamall! nice dba? last hirit pa! taga north fairview pala siya, and taga bulacan nman si kuya jun!! hehe.. anlapit smen..^__^ sbi ko nga dn, andun lang malapit bahai ko.. nice tlga!^__^

nagpunta kme med city.. and sa may cainta banda.. tpos 2muloi nko sa dinner out..*__* saya!!

looking forward

yEp.. looking forward.. and never regret anything at times you're looking back.

i had this nice dream this morning. it's like GOD's saying.. "nagttrabaho tayo.. gusto natin kumita ng pera.. kasi iniisip natin na giginhawa tayo.. yung mga kulang sa buhay natin, mapupunan na. pero sana pag kinailangan ka NIYA wag kang tumanggi.. sana available ka lang palagi" (not exactly the same words, but that's basically what he relayed to me..) remembering that when i woke up, i smiled and said.. GOD is good.. and he is guiding me.

i went back to SmartTower kanina.. i read the contract already.. with God's help.. sana makapirma na ako ng contract by monday.^__^

tom, i plan to see him again.. haii.. di na talaga nagsawa noh?? hahaha.. praying that everything will go just fine..^__^

praying hard,,

Thank God..^__^ i was able to talked with ms.joan yesterday.. i submitted to her most of my requirements.. and she asked me to submit the rest of those on thurday. early this morning i was able to get my TIN.. finally! yep! and hopefully, again with God's help.. maka sign na ako ng contract within the end of this week.. crossing my fingers.. May God help me through..

ugh! some pips from this certain forum sent invites in my frndstr acct.. i made that acct private, because i want my network to be composed only of friends or at least acquaintances that i have personally met.. =( and i simply dont want to explain myself to them.. ugh really!!

waa.. so troubled

actually, i'm a little down right now.. caused of random things..

the horrible interview last week.. and the delay of my requirements' completion.. really, im scared that it'll affect my application. huhu.. with God's help.. i hope i can still be accepted. i need this job, asap..=(

hope things will lighten up for me this coming week (sigh mode**)

comment about the last american idol eliminations.. i love love love danny noriega.. he's transparent.. he doesn't pretend whatsoever.. sad that he has to go. ramiele was shown crying.. so so sad.. =( (if there's a good thing about it.. ramiele's staying..)

("need the job.. need the job.." mode**) ~__~

mY tEam 4life

what am i thinkin?? im so sad seeing pj so down.. want to be right there and hug him.. (as if magagawa ko naman yun kung andun nga ako eh noh?? hahaha) well, we are not that close for me to hug him or any of that sorts.. well atleast he knows im existing ayt? ^__^ i'll repost here the msg i posted in a forum:

PUREFOODS.. ang team na napamahal na sa akin. natatandaan ko pa nung simula pa lang akong fan.. 4pm ang tapos ng klase ko.. 4:30 start ng game.. talagang nagmamadali pa ako makauwi (mkati-qc).. kasi kahit last quarter lang maabutan, sobrang saya ko na. pag walang game para akong ta**ang nam-miss sila. sa lagay na yun, di ko naman sila personal na kilala..(not until later na lang) di naman nila alam na nage-exist ako(not until later na lang din).. tapos pag naabutan ko yung game.. talo pa! hehe.. but my point here is.. i became a fan of pf during those hard times, na di talaga sila umaabot kahit sa semis. for me, it doesn't really matter if they lose.. winning a certain game is just an added treat. winning a semis ticket is just an added bonus.. and winning a champ title is just an added blessing. makita ko lang silang naglalaro ng sama-sama.. giving their best.. never giving up.. tapping each other's back.. hugging each other after a superb shot.. helping each other stand.. sobrang nagpapasalamat na ako.. because THAT alone gives me inspiration.. making me smile and say, "wala na ng ibang team ang may ganyang samahan..sila lang"

dont like pj

i dont like you.. your smile that makes me stop and stare.
i really dont like you.. not your eyes that makes me wonder what you're thinkin..
i just dont like you, not your ways that simply impresses me..
i dont dont dont like you.. and the way i am slowly.. slowly.. making a second look..

a happy day.. then im down..

yesterday.. i was soooo happy.. i finally saw my most missed people!! (pj,jmes,chco,kuyarey..etc) may pic pa with some of them..i brought tin with me..

kagulat kasi close door practice.. di allowed na may manood na iba.. pero pinapasok kami.. when others attempt to enter the gym, nilalapitan ni kuya alex.. pinapakiusapan na sa labas na lang mag antay.. strict practice kasi ang implemented... ambait samen ng team.. huhu.. very much appreciated..^__^

knowing my team.. seeing how nice they are.. they deserve to be where they are now.. one of the best.

kuyarey was in a light mood that time.. sabi nia "pano? ganito?" (asking about how to pose sa cam.. then he raised a two handed peace sign.. hahahaha)

that was my happy day.. now im down because.. we are 1st runner up of slr.. actually, i wasn't really down since i saw them played their all.. sabi ko naman noon.. i dont need them to win.. i need them to play their best, and that alone would be enough for me. pero when i saw pj almost in tears.. parang gusto ko na din umiyak.. i want to be there.. huhu.. kaso di pede..;9

wAaahhh sbe ko pa nman.. "pinagpapalit ko na si jmes!!"????? haha.. declaration i2..!! di na ako solid jmes?? hhMm.. 22o ba un?? hehe.. pagicpan ko muna.. bka nabbigla lang ako.. hehe..

i'll just post some of the pics from ysterday..... sa cork board.. check it out pag may time keo.. (kUng mer0n man nagbabasa nito.. haha)