*[[ just sad... ]]*

im writing. coz i feel so sad. be left hoping, felt so bad. haii.. i dunno. i was kinda elated the past weeks. but maybe the sayings are true.. dont be too happy, coz things may turn 360. heights sure are scary.. falling hurts. tsk.. >_< yea i am disappointed, not coz i expected much. but becoz, i expected little, and yet.. even that wasn't granted. i cant help it. how i wish, after i shook my head.. i could also shook my heart.. maybe i could lighten myself up. just maybe. not everything happens the way we want it. most often than not, it goes the other way. maybe God knows a better path. guess the only thing i could do is pray, pray that the path chosen for me would make me happier.. nth times the happiness i felt when i was elated.. when i was up there.. with him